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10 May - Back Door wide open

New finding: while working on myself using the S.O.S. Checklist that intuitively came to me through prayer, I saw that I had an open back door.  What is this, I thought?  This is what I found.

One's back door can be wide open from a single traumatic event.  An event causing the back door to open can occur in childhood up until and through the age of 15.  Most likely, a person will be able to recall this event from the perspective they had at the age when it occurred.  This event often causes an inner child to form.  When the back door is blown open, a sense of innocence is lost.  A heightened sense of awareness, that life is not safe, begins.  And one rationalizes how to move on from there. (Note: not everyone with an inner child will have an open back door.)  Releasing the inner child alone does not close the back door, for they are two separate anchors.  However, for individuals that do have an inner child, by closing the back door the inner child will be open and willing to relinquish control.  Both of these can be released using the S.O.S Checklist.

The main cause of having an open back door is the inability to hear oneself over another person.  The other person’s voice is louder than one's own.  This louder voice creates an inability for one to hear and think for themself.  This can cause self-doubt to creep in and lower one's self-esteem.  This can make one worry and ask themself, "Have I done something wrong?  Is this my fault?"  They blame themself for other's behaviors.  

People with controlled expectations often recognize self-doubt and low self-esteem in individuals that have an open back door.  They are drawn to these individuals and try to manipulate and control the outcomes in their lives by swaying, showing, persuading, and dictating how they should live their lives.  

Satan, who is the king of controlled expectations, along with his dark angels, uses manipulation to steal away precious spirits from God.  By drowning out our own will comes the loss of hope, and the belief that there is something wrong within oneself.  These are Satan's tactics.  Satan wants individuals to fail.  He wants them to suffer.  He wants people to fall to his side of bondage.  But, it is Jesus Christ that wants individuals to be happy.  He wants people to have joy.  He wants them to possess free will. 

It is through Christ that we find happiness and salvation through individual repentance. Satan cannot control God’s plan of free will.  One can be manipulated to believe we can experience happiness by not following God plan through force and loss of free will.  This is a manipulated lie, a trap door.  One can never find happiness in the bondage promoted by Satan's many lies.  Example… I will be happier when I am checked out on drugs, using prescribed pills, smoking legal pot, drinking alcohol, having casual intimacy, or engaging in ANY addictions that take away my time from being with and interacting with real people.  All addiction leads to controlled bondage and loss of choice, self-worth, and identity.  We are protected from such lies and manipulation when Jesus Christ is with us.  It’s up to us to choose whose side we wish to dwell.

The reason this finding is so grand and important is that by identifying, releasing, closing, and locking one’s back door, it enables one to stand confident and strong, knowing they are safe, precious, and loved by God.  The importance of closing one’s back door is to protect their spirit.  One’s spirit is the most treasured and sacred gift they possess.  It embodies the best love one can find; this is true love.  This love connects us to God the Father and his Son, Jesus Christ.  While our body may grow old and die, it is our spirit that carries us beyond mortal death.  Our spirit is eternal.

It is also my finding that people who have controlled expectations are rarely happy and typically do not have an open back door.  This leads me to the conclusion that controlling people who target individuals who have an open back door through manipulation are choosing Satan’s side.  They are dark and controlling and need to be avoided for your own spiritual health and emotional happiness.

To close one’s back door using my S.O.S. Checklist, we will identify and release what caused it to open.  An individual desiring to have their back door closed must invite Jesus Christ in before shutting and locking the door.  This allows one to feel the peace and safety that was lost.  God wants the best for us, this is truth.  This is why God has given us free will.  He wants us to use this agency to find joy within ourselves and to help others find happiness too.  This is God's desire for us.  By recognizing and showing others our resilience, we are able to not only love others, but to love ourselves as well.  This is true love.  Each of our spirits must know that we are loved unconditionally, even by ourselves.

I dedicate this blog entry to one I love:  my healer, my therapist, my teacher, my example of true love, my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ❤️.

25 March - One interesting thing I learned is that many people have a trap door to their subconscious.  What lies beyond that door is what they fear most.  Because the subconscious can not lie, the trap door always holds a secret.  The secret always holds a lie...  A lie they keep telling themselves.  This lie can eat them up, eat them up alive.  Satan plants the seed to this lie.  He plants the seed by intriguing people into believing there is something missing within themselves.  Something they need to hide from the world.  After identifying this lie and realizing that Satan was its source, we can understand its harmful and debilitating effects.  Why does Satan do this?  To create misery and discontent, so his darkness wins.  Trap doors limit our growth and cause people to misunderstand and underestimate the great potential of who they really are and who they may actually become.  

 

29 February - Conception Energy is the strongest energy an individual will carry with them throughout their life.  As such, this energy plays a major role in shaping one's personality.  I always had an emotional fear that I could never understand or describe.  Through energy therapy, I learned that fear was the component of my conception energy.  Picture two toddlers playing at the park.  You might notice that one displays the conception energy of joy, while the other displays that of anger.

 

19 February - I'm going to be adding my thoughts about what I do or aspects involved with energy healing to help individuals better understand what I do to help them in their healing journey.